Every where i'm looking now, i'm surrounded by your embrace Celeste, 14. I am veryy friendly(: Just don't bitch around with me okehh?^^ Find me on fb @ Celeste AvanteVuitton Happily attached to 7926♥. HisVuitton, since 011010 and always will be. ♥ ♥Tongue Piercing w Emilyy(: ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥rebond-ing with sisterr;D ♥ ♥ Tragus piercing ♥Anti Eyebrow! ♥get a tattoo with Eugene(:(: ♥C.A.D.E.S;D not t dao): ♥super junior concert♥ ♥-emily. evon. Jasmine. Charmain. Gawon. melinda. Caroline O.. JiaJie. Hsiutorng. Jing Wen. Designer: Nicole Basecodes: thatcommonguy ▲ Image: Reviviscent 19th'sFriday, July 16, 2010 10:27 PM hais, today was supposed to be a eal nice day but turned out suckish, real suckish, like my eye are swollen ttm suckish><" started out great, cab-ed to school with charmain, jasmine, jing wen(: help-ed charmain bring dance thingys to school, slacked at canteen, jing ning came(: so did jiajun(: slacked and blahblah, dance(: as great, haha tiring, but really nice(: after dance, wanted to go for the ballet under th stars with dancer but promised baby t met him at his house, then he texted me we were going sheesha;p superrhappy(: walked t bus stop with charmain jasmine& jingwen againn(: but then walked t another busstop(: saw caroline,joanne, jing ning& melindaa;D pei-d jing ning and joanne take 197, joanna alighted first, den me and jing ning(: went t baby's house packed food back to his house..ate and slacked..and home-ed after, suppose to change and den go meet carlit and shesha, but we got caught wit our hamham, muimui hu looked like he wasnt gonna make it): den we jus sat andstared at im..and used com oo..time passed fast, decided not to go sheesh animore..den bad things happened after that): 6plus, muimui died): i dk wad hppened to me, i took aiai, hu i realli like..hu is also the one hu killed muimu, by like bitting him to death): ..put her in a box.and shaked her till she died of internal bleeding..>< wads happening to me): i cant control my anger aniimore..i realli hate myself for that.cried so badly after wad i did to her..i swear, i never cried like that for such a small lil hamham): im such a fcuked up bitch><" i hate yself for doing that..hais, told mommy&daddy, and being animal lovers, and knowing how much ofananimal lover i am, they where disappointed in me badly): hais, decided to burry them both together with all their things, even their house and food bowl): imma throw away their cage soon><" i dw ani other of my hamsters near it): its theirs and theirs onli><" i feel so horrible, even until now): other bad stuff happened with baby too..cant say it here.but baby knows and i feel fcuked up about that too): hais, so since its such a fcuked up day i'll jus end my post here. Only you, can make this world seem right. Only you, can make the darkness bright. Only you and you alone, can thrill me like you do, and fill my heart with love for only you. Only you,can make this change in me.For it's true, you are my destiny. When you hold my hand, i understand, the magic that you do. You're my dream come true, my one and only you, Baby, im so sorry>< i swear no one else can replace you in my heart, ur my onli><" he is nobody to me alr. he's nothing but a frigment of my past. i promise to remove him from my mind and life okayy, he ill no longer come in between us. i swear he wont. i can never imagine my life without you. i lvoe you baby. always & forever. dont ever forget that okayy... -19th's You will not change everything. You just stay out of my life, i know it was me who wanted to be friends, but u didn't want to, but now, when i've accepted that we're better living our own lives, all of a sudden you talk to me again? for wad? wad do you wan from me? Well, now i think not being friends is a better idea, jus stay away from my life and i'll stay away from your's. it'll be less complicated without you. you think you can jus waltz back into my life after stomping out of it like that? like wth? you come back and everything in my life goes topsy-turvee><" you confuse me so much, you wont make me loose him understand. i've gone through too much for him. i wun loose him because of you. and well, u have urs too. so why? just what isit you want that you suddenly talk to me again? why? all of a sudden. i dont know, and neither do i wish to find out. so its best if we follow wad you said, "You live your life, and i'll live mine". We'll both be happier like that. 060209,gone forever. 191009, Always & Forever.19th's Labels: Love you and you only |